Reverse Travel Journal # 3 – Day 9

What a weird kinda lazy but really busy day.  It poured rain again today so Goose was bored out of her brains of course.

Todd and i skyped  this morning for the first time in like a year which was nice and I’m uber excited to see him in a few weeks.

After some sewing, David helped me brainstorm some money making schemes but we didn’t get very far haha. So i spent the rest of the day and night posting about $300 worth of crap up on eBay, Hopefully  i can get double that back. And i’ll do it all again tomorrow (i have a lot of crap).

I was going to actually leave the house tonight to visit Hugh & Haley at an event Hugh was throwing but the anxiety i have been having this last week brought on a migraine and i ended up drugging up and working very slowly.

I  tested myself today. I decided to give myself a weekend pass from my sugar free diet but when i got to woolies i only ended up buying sugar free anyway! I guess I’m just used to it now. I really wanted to treat myself though so i grabbed this Cherry Ripe, mostly so i could do this…

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I’m sorry you didn’t get to watch the Mariners game.

Good luck today & i hope you feel better. We miss you. ❤

8 Days

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Reverse travel Journal # 3 – Day 6

I’m spending most of the days going back and forth between over-excitement and severe -anxiety. I’m so excited for the next few weeks, but stressed and scared that its all going to go really shit. And even more sad because your not here. You were really funny tonight and it was really good to talk to you. I forget how much i need you and rely on you in my life.

So glad you are having so much fun there. Thanks for the pics, it looks beautiful there. Enjoy Alcatraz tomorrow!! 🙂

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P.s. Goose and i are jogging every day and loving it (flea free since 93′) and she actually listens to me now that you are gone…

11 Days

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